Overcast, gloomy. Summer seems to have departed with barely a stop along the way. School will be starting very soon and again we will be on a schedule. Life never seems to have enough time for the fun things, we're always in a rush to work.

Well, court will be postponed till Jan it appears. Again we go for the drawing it out to wear me out. Some Lawyer the Troll has. Real piece of work.

So, I'm again thinking of going for Med Transcriptionist. I think it would be a good thing. Work from home, also tuck money aside for a pension, most likely a better option than putting in for CPP.

It's quiet today. Kids are in Van with the Troll, stepson is off to camp. Stepdaughter is on the puter. Nothing much planned for the day other than some housework. Bought a book, Sex with Kings...chuckle...different way to look at history. It's about the mistresse's of Royalty. So far it's rather interesting. My sewing machine is in being serviced, soooo no sewing for a bit. I have garb to get done for Stephen, I also need to do a black rapier shirt for myself and hopefully a new doublet. I'm hoping to get a doublet done for Tyrell as well. Not sure if he'll come back to playing in the SCA, we will see.

To many things in limbo in my life. Yet, things are much better than they have been in a very long time. I have someone special in my life that things are going wonderfully with. I have a future, I'm not stuck in a vicious cycle with the Troll any longer. I am not going back to that. I think I'm finally clearing and getting things healthier in my life. I know I'm indescribably happy with who I'm with. Still floors me and I have to be careful of the I'm not deserving of this attitude and try to find things negative. I've been halting that type of pattern. It's alot easier to catch now.

I love my children and I wish that I could have things settled so that we can get on with a normal life and not have it shaken up with courts.

Well on towards more positive thoughts...hmmm housework....bleck...that's not a positive thought...LOL.

Bright Blessings